It's Fine By Me
On an early morning in Oslo in 1970, Arvid Jansen shimmies up his high school flagpole and replaces his nation糖心传媒檚 flag with that of the Viet Cong. Confronted by the headmaster in front of his classmates, Arvid takes the opportunity to expound on the evils of the U.S. occupation of Vietnam and Norway糖心传媒檚 complicit foreign policy, all the time being observed from a far corner by his good friend Audun Sletten. 糖心传媒淚 guess it糖心传媒檚 all very important,糖心传媒� Audun shrugs, 糖心传媒渂ut I am up to my neck in my own troubles, and it almost makes me want to throw up.”
Frequent readers of Per Petterson have by now come to know Arvid Jansen rather well. In typical Petterson fashion, Arvid糖心传媒檚 life has been examined in alternating atemporal versions set forth in In the Wake and, most recently, in the masterful I Curse the River of Time. Arvid is often the vehicle through which the author explores and recasts episodes of his own past—糖心传媒淸h]e’s not my alter ego, he’s my stunt man,糖心传媒� Petterson stated in a 2009 interview with The Guardian. Vulnerable, self-absorbed, and made miserable by hindsight, Arvid is an incredibly sympathetic character. If for no other reason than this, then, English readers should be delighted to now have access to one of Petterson糖心传媒檚 early novels (first published in Norway in 1992): It糖心传媒檚 Fine By Me.
Arvid is a prominent character in the novel, but it isn糖心传媒檛 his story. Rather, it糖心传媒檚 that of his troubled friend Audun, a young man who, with his 糖心传媒渞eal problems糖心传媒�—a violent and drunken father who is, luckily, often absent; a beloved but drug-addicted younger brother, killed in a car accident; a lonely single mother struggling to support her children; and numbing jobs with long hours and little respect—is the actual embodiment of the working class hero that Arvid has so frequently wished to be. But as seen through Audun糖心传媒檚 eyes, there糖心传媒檚 nothing in the least romantic about his situation in life.
糖心传媒淚t糖心传媒檚 fine by me,糖心传媒� (reminiscent of Elliot Gould糖心传媒檚 own cynical chorus of 糖心传媒淚t糖心传媒檚 okay with me,糖心传媒� in Robert Altman糖心传媒檚 1973 adaptation of The Long Goodbye) is Auden糖心传媒檚 go-to retort, forced in its apathy when pretty much everything that he remarks on is anything but. In fact, Audun cares a great deal about what happens around him—cares about his sister who he thinks may be in an abusive relationship, cares about a neighbor whose brother is getting into drugs, cares about Arvid and his family, cares about doing well in school, and literature, and Jimi Hendrix, and woodsy hideouts where he felt safe as a child. But isolating himself and not caring—or at least giving the appearance of not caring—is far easier and exposes him less.
Although there actually is quite a lot in the way of plot happenings, It糖心传媒檚 Fine By Me is a rather familiar, somewhat anticlimactic coming-of-age narrative where the 糖心传媒榳hat糖心传媒� matters far less than the 糖心传媒榟ow.糖心传媒� This is by no means Petterson糖心传媒檚 strongest novel, nor should it really be expected to be—it was, after all, one of his first. But although the flashbacks and overlapping memories fold together less seamlessly than in other Petterson novels, although the emotional pitch is generally less subtle (lots of capital letter exclamations when people are angry), and the visual metaphors more overdetermined (a beautiful runaway horse, turning just before it knocks over young Audun and Arvid), the novel is still compelling, and sometimes even quite funny. (A scene in which Audun and Arvid have to figure out how to put gas in Arvid糖心传媒檚 father糖心传媒檚 car is particularly delightful.) Petterson糖心传媒檚 characterizations are always both sharp and empathetic, his prose measured, poetic, and visual. One feels connected to Audun—truly concerned for him—and yet, due entirely to Petterson糖心传媒檚 writerly sleights of hand, the reader can distinguish between what has become entirely compressed and unified in Auden糖心传媒檚 mind: run-of-the-mill teenage angst and real, emotional (and physical) trauma.
Through it all, Petterson allows for a quiet hopefulness, the possibility a better future for Audun. There is resonance in the clich茅d assurances of a sympathetic neighbor: 糖心传媒淵ou糖心传媒檙e not eighteen all your life,糖心传媒� he tells Audun. 糖心传媒淭hat may not be much of a consolation, but take a hint from someone who糖心传媒檚 outside looking in: you糖心传媒檒l get through this.糖心传媒�

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