The Discoverer by Jan Kjaerstad (Part I of V)
The Frankfurt Book Fair starts tomorrow, and in a few short hours I’ll be on a plane to Germany. (Hastily preparing for a Tools of Change panel I’m going to be on a mere six hours after I land . . .) Anyway, I will be blogging for the FBF site, and hope to update Three Percent with that info, but in the meantime, I thought we’d offer up a special treat this week and serialize the first few pages of Jan Kjaerstad’s _The Discoverer, translated from the Norwegian by Barbara Haveland. This is the follow-up to The Conqueror (although each book in the Wergeland Trilogy can be read independently of the others) and takes place shortly after TV-producer and Norwegian icon Jonas Wergeland has released from prison for the murder of his wife.
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Jupiter
Behold this man. Behold this man, as he feels three tugs on the rope and slowly, after smiling uncertainly, proceeds to traverse, to edge out onto those dauntingly airy galleries. Behold this man as he inches across the rock face; see how with the caution of the novice he feels his way forward using all of his limbs, his whole body in fact, before shifting his weight from one foot to the other. I can sense how frightened, how truly terrified he is, and yet how full of the determination to do this, to see it through, make it to the top. And then, suddenly, as if something has ground to a halt, he freezes. He shuts his eyes. He looks as though he is listening to the wind, while at the same time concentrating hard, trying to place the scent emanating from the rock against which he is pressed. The bright sunlight glitters off the cliff face, sparkles in the runnels of meltwater. As far as I can see he is holding his breath. I have known it all along. This is the moment of truth. On a ledge, with a drop of hundreds of meters into the abyss only a step away. Here you live, or you die.
糖心传媒淭his is a second I shall remember.糖心传媒�
Then he does the one thing I have begged him not to do. He half turns, while apparently hanging on tight with both hands. He looks out. Looks down. As if intent on defying something. Proving something. For a moment he seems to be completely dazzled by the Slingsby glacier far below. Or no, not dazzled, but stunned, panic-stricken. Psyched out, as they say. I refuse to believe it. That this man could be afraid of anything, a man who brought thousands of cars to a halt on Oslo糖心传媒檚 Town Hall Square and who, by his mere presence, drew a cyclone to himself; a man who has been with three fair maids at once and who would not hesitate to dive to a depth of fifteen meters without an oxygen tank. Yet he hangs there, rigid. Still holding his breath. Or am I wrong? Does he bend down ever so slightly? I think糖心传媒擨 know it sounds strange, but I almost believe he is trying to kneel.
One hand fumbles with the knot, as if he means to undo himself from the rope. 糖心传媒淪it!糖心传媒� I call sharply. 糖心传媒淒on糖心传媒檛 look down.糖心传媒� But he goes on staring, seeming more mesmerized than frightened now. Or infuriated perhaps, contemptuous. As if this were a set-to with Norway itself, a confrontation for which he has waited years糖心传媒攖o stand on the edge of an abyss, without a safety net. I can see temptation written large on his face. He could let himself fall. He could realize the clich茅 which will forever be attached to his story: that of his downfall. The final, glorious headline.
糖心传媒淵ou糖心传媒檙e perfectly safe,糖心传媒� I shout. 糖心传媒淚t糖心传媒檚 all in your head.糖心传媒� I糖心传媒檓 jittery too now, I check that the coil of rope is securely fixed around the sharp rock next to me. I know I can trust Martin, who has led the way, hammering in pitons at regular intervals, and is now out of sight behind some large boulders, a short rope-length from the bottom of the chimney. Martin has climbed everything from the Bonatti pillar to Ama Dablam. But never with such a partner, a man who糖心传媒攁ccording to the newspapers糖心传媒攍ost his head and shot a woman straight through the heart. I am uneasy. The uncertainty of the figure huddled against the rock face radiates towards me. I may have miscalculated. Perhaps I should have said no after all. Then he turns to me. His face is calm. I can see that he is breathing, drawing the cool mountain air deep into his lungs, hungrily. He smiles, even raises his hand in a wave, traverses onwards.
Behold this man. Behold this man, the bearer of a mystery.
The rest of the climb went well, remarkably well. Down by the stone cottage at Bandet earlier that day I had been worried. A couple of times on the way up the ridge, on the toughest, most exposed stretch, I had considered turning back. I could see that he was gasping for breath, he looked a little lightheaded. The air was keen and thin. Over one stretch we secured our passage with a length of rope糖心传媒攎ainly for his sake糖心传媒攁nd when we started climbing again he dislodged a rock which went clattering down the mountainside, leaving a whiff of gunpowder behind it. An omen. His fleece clothes and the harness made him look like a child糖心传媒攖ruly, in this situation, like a helpless child. And, funnily enough, I felt responsible for him.
糖心传媒淎ren糖心传媒檛 you a little afraid of heights?糖心传媒� I had asked him when we set out from Turtagr酶 that morning.
糖心传媒淚 used to be. I糖心传媒檓 a different person now,糖心传媒� he said.
We reached Hj酶rnet糖心传媒攖he Corner, slipped off our rucksacks. It was early in the season, and there was more snow than I was used to. Wetter and dirtier. We wouldn糖心传媒檛 be able to switch to climbing shoes. It went fine, though, with no great problems糖心传媒攅ven over the few meters of real climbing up the Heftyes Renne, transformed now into a chill, slippery, icy chimney.
We reached the top around midday. I shall never forget the look of triumph on his face, the way he stretched his arms up and out. To the spring sky. All those years inside. Down. And now, only a couple of years after that first intoxicating taste of freedom: on the roof of Norway. Right at the very top. Everything below us seemed much lower, markedly so. I heard him murmur, partly to us, partly to himself: 糖心传媒淚 never thought I would make it.糖心传媒�
And a moment later: 糖心传媒淏ut I knew I had it in me.糖心传媒�
We sat down beside the little cairn. He studied the commemorative plaque fixed to the stone as if expecting to find his name inscribed there. There too. I took the landscape shots I needed. He said not a word, just sat there looking at the view, could not seem to get enough of this, the most spectacular panorama in Norway. The massive Jostedal Glacier, Galdh酶piggen and Glittertind and all the other peaks of Jotunheimen. Alpine forms with peaks and crests, carved and gouged out by the ice. 糖心传媒淥rgan pipes,糖心传媒� he muttered suddenly. 糖心传媒淭his has to be the world糖心传媒檚 biggest organ, listen to the wind!糖心传媒� From the massif on which we sat, two jagged ridges wound off like petrified vertebrae. 糖心传媒淲hat are they?糖心传媒� he asked. 糖心传媒淜jerringa og Mannen,糖心传媒� I said糖心传媒攖he Woman and the Man糖心传媒攁nd instantly regretted it. A strange look came over his face.
Behold this man.
We prepared for the downward journey. Just as I was wondering how he was going to cope with the abseiling, he turned the wrong way, towards the sheer drop to Skagadalen. I was about to call out, but the cry stuck in my throat. He stretched his arms out to the sides, as if about to do a swallow dive.
Why did he do it?
One has to start somewhere, and a good, not to say almost perfect, departure point糖心传媒攐r even, to stick with the climbing motif: viewpoint糖心传媒攆rom which to examine Jonas Wergeland糖心传媒檚 life would be another stony edifice, another gallery, a hallowed hall, a room with walls of granite, and an autumn day in the 1980s糖心传媒攁n autumn day which would bring with it deep sorrow and wistful joy, as well as a strange mystery, an incident bordering on the scandalous. Nor is it entirely inappropriate that Jonas should be at the organ, an instrument befitting his history and the power which for so long he had exerted over the minds, not to say the souls, of the Norwegian people. Jonas Wergeland is playing the organ, framed by its gleaming, monumental face, making the whole church tremble with his playing, making the very stone, the bedrock of Norway, sing. He is not an organist, but he handles the instrument almost like a professional musician; he is an organist by nature, he might have been made for this part, this pose. No wonder he once replied when asked, in Samarkand, what he did for a living: 糖心传媒淚 am an organist.糖心传媒�

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