Writing in the voices of three disparate, but unifying characters (a wife/mother, husband/father, and their 10-year old son), Neuman captures the individual personalities and nuances of the trio with impressive dexterity. As father and son embark on what may well be their last journey together (on account of the elderÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s terminal cancer), each of three characters strives to share their innermost thoughts ÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½“ at least with themselves, if unable to do so with one another.

While Talking to Ourselves is a doleful work of fiction, it radiates a warmth and authenticity that is entirely compelling. Both NeumanÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s lustrous prose and his keen insights into the inner world of the individual (and, ultimately, the questions of life, love, and death itself) meld with his natural gift for storytelling ÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½“ resulting in a novel that is so beautiful, so sad, so brilliant, that one cannot imagine a single sentence out of place. ItÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s simply that good.

Talking to Ourselves was the very first book I read in 2014 and 51 weeks later, there wasnÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™t another title that had moved or captivated me so entirely. Nick Caistor and Lorenza GarciaÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s translation reads fluidly and their efforts in rendering three distinct voices is in and of itself a merited accomplishment. Andrés Neuman writes gracefully and his compassion, intellect, and sheer love of storytelling are evident on every page. Talking to Ourselves deserves to win this yearÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s Best Translated Book Award, perhaps most of all because it does everything masterful fiction ought to: it dazzles with prose, affects our minds, touches our hearts, and, not least, reminds as that the stories we may think are ours alone are, in fact, the same the world over.

ÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½¦a question only kids ask themselves for real, and then we sick people ask it again: is it okay to lie?, is it okay to be lied to?, a healthy grown-up wonÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™t even give it a thought, the answer seems obvious, right?, we learn to tell lies the same way we learn to talk, they teach us how to talk and then how to be quiet, I donÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™t know, like when you play football, for example, first you kick the ball and then, unless youÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™re stupid, you learn not to kick it, to move around tricking the other players, kids lie too, of course, I lied all the time when I was a kid, but, what IÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™m saying is, until you get to a certain age, you think itÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s wrong, that is the difference, I donÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™t think we grown-ups are any worse, you know?, every kid contains the beginnings of a possible son of a bitch, this much I know, itÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s just that kids, and perhaps we adults are to blame for this, start by dividing the world into good and evil, truth and lies, the only time itÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s okay for them to lie is when theyÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™re playing, then itÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s allowed, so kids become grown-ups when they play, sort of the opposite of us parents, we play so we can be kids again, well, and then you grow up, and you lie and are lied to, and it isnÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™t wrong, until one day, when youÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™re sick, you begin to worry again about lies, you worry about them every time you talk to the doctors, your wife, your family, itÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s not a moral question, itÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™s, I donÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™t know, something physical, deep down youÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™re scared stiff of the truth, but the idea of dying with a lie scares you even more, lies help us to carry on living, donÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™t they?, and when you know you arenÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™t going to carry on, you feel theyÌÇÐÄ´«Ã½™re no use anymore, do you know what I mean?